some things have big contrasts

for example a passion fruit. the outside looks shriveled and gross...but on the inside it's sweet and probably my favourite fruit...after mangoes.

well, i fit into that category too...unfortunately. on the outside, i may seem like a happy, annoying and small child. on the inside, however, i am completely different. this year, my friends have changed so much it's a joke. there's the one's which i still and will forever love...but there's also those few who change, so much and not for the better. i wouldn't really call them my close friends anymore, let alone friends, but instead, acquaintances. it's even worse, when they don't realise they've changed and when you know the exact event that changed them for good.

i wish i wasn't so sad, but sometimes, and more often...i am.