Wednesday, March 23, 2011
call me a stalker but...
casually found the whole pretty little liars cast on facebook, what of it. the ways they use to disguise themselves are pretty sly.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
unfortunately, to go against the words of my father today...
...i will one day travel far far away to look for solitude, maybe just for a little while. i will carry my one planet backpack and trek across mountains and rivers until i feel that i am satisfied. a road trip away with my closest few friends is on the bucket list. what ever it is, i just need some time with the world outside melbourne and quality time to take photos however the fuck i want.
ay, created a listography.
bands/artists to see before i die...
- adele
- agnes obel
- arcade fire
- beach house
- beirut
- city & color
- georgia fair
- miike snow
- mumford & sons
- passion pit
- phoenix
- the kooks
- the naked and famous
- the temper trap
- the whitest boy alive
- the wombats
- THE XX
- two door cinema club
- vampire weekend
if you'd like to see more lists that i will hopefully make then here's the link: http://listography.com/vixson
Friday, March 18, 2011
a little bit pumped for cambridge!
...okay there is still 3 months, but still. i've looked at photos of cambridge and i cannot wait to take a boat ride down the beautiful river. did i also mention that i'm doing my dream courses? medicine (major) and astronomy (minor)! i hope that when i go to uni that i can do medicine or a science degree with astronomy as a subject <3
anyways, my point is that i have to express my excited state and that there are also countless festivals in london at the time....as well as HP7..ASIODHASODIHOIHIH!!!!!!
anyways, my point is that i have to express my excited state and that there are also countless festivals in london at the time....as well as HP7..ASIODHASODIHOIHIH!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
bizarre situation
i have quite a weird situation ahead of me.
hokay, so there's a new girl at the school and she's quite cool and funny. i reckon she's a pretty good friend, well for the seven weeks i've known her. but anyways, last night, she told me she was a page of me in her art journal...and i don't think it's for a project. she's been looking for photos of my through my facebook photos, some dating back to two years ago and i don't really know what to say.
i mean, i know she's probably just doing it as friends or whatever, but i'm just a tad weirded out. especially since i haven't know her for that long :S and although she doesn't feel awkward about it, i kinda do and at school i feel even more awkward-er. she's writing about me and all and yeah.....
sigh, i mean, would you be weirded out if this happened to you?!
hokay, so there's a new girl at the school and she's quite cool and funny. i reckon she's a pretty good friend, well for the seven weeks i've known her. but anyways, last night, she told me she was a page of me in her art journal...and i don't think it's for a project. she's been looking for photos of my through my facebook photos, some dating back to two years ago and i don't really know what to say.
i mean, i know she's probably just doing it as friends or whatever, but i'm just a tad weirded out. especially since i haven't know her for that long :S and although she doesn't feel awkward about it, i kinda do and at school i feel even more awkward-er. she's writing about me and all and yeah.....
sigh, i mean, would you be weirded out if this happened to you?!
Monday, March 14, 2011
disaster in japan
let me just say, wow, this really rocked me and how utterly heartbroken i am to know that so many people have to suffer this horrendous event. all my thoughts go out to the people who have lost loved ones and hope that they are able to stay safe during this tough time.
the fact that such a damaging natural disaster could take place really shows the force of mother nature. the earthquake was not the worst part of the disaster, but the tsunami it caused, the cities the tsunami swept across and the explosions of the nuclear power plants.
i feel so helpless that i can only read what is happening and that i cannot go and help. although i can donate money, it really doesn't seem enough. i guess that the only thing that is positive is the amazing effort those put in to rescue and find survivors. in yesterday's newspaper i saw the most touching photo of a soldier carrying an elderly man out of the rubble and to safety. sometimes, humans can be so cruel to one another, yet it is in times like these where we can really prove our worthiness.
i am also very proud of the courage of the japanese and how calmly they have dealt with the situation. if you have a look at many of the photos, they are all in order and calmly waiting for help. i think that the fact that earthquakes are part of their lifestyles have brought upon such great coping skills with this disaster.
stay strong japan and no one should ever have to go through such a hard time. but you have all done so well and i am sure that you will be able to get through this safely.
the fact that such a damaging natural disaster could take place really shows the force of mother nature. the earthquake was not the worst part of the disaster, but the tsunami it caused, the cities the tsunami swept across and the explosions of the nuclear power plants.
i feel so helpless that i can only read what is happening and that i cannot go and help. although i can donate money, it really doesn't seem enough. i guess that the only thing that is positive is the amazing effort those put in to rescue and find survivors. in yesterday's newspaper i saw the most touching photo of a soldier carrying an elderly man out of the rubble and to safety. sometimes, humans can be so cruel to one another, yet it is in times like these where we can really prove our worthiness.
i am also very proud of the courage of the japanese and how calmly they have dealt with the situation. if you have a look at many of the photos, they are all in order and calmly waiting for help. i think that the fact that earthquakes are part of their lifestyles have brought upon such great coping skills with this disaster.
stay strong japan and no one should ever have to go through such a hard time. but you have all done so well and i am sure that you will be able to get through this safely.
sigh, a long weekend gone so quickly.
i actually had a pretty good weekend. friday night, mother finally allowed me out (although with some hesistation) and we watched 2012 which was quite sad because the japanese earthquake and tsunami took place that day. i will talk about my thoughts on the japan situation a little later because there is so much to talk about and i have so many sad feelings within me.
saturday day was average, tutoring and homework. saturday night was quite fun as gog came over and we watched black swan. it's so much weirder when you're watching it with a friend! but it was good to chill with goggy for a night after not being able to do so for a year :')
sunday day consisted of some more "homework" and then went over to a friend's to do our CAS project. we actually cooked the most amazing banana cake with passionfruit icing. three mashed bananas wasn't too much after all! chilled at work for three hours before i came home to attempt my homework. oh, just by the way, i haven't gotten any homework done to this point :) i also downloaded both of adele's albums (19 & 21) which are simply amazing <3
chatted to the funniest gal who's new at school this year on skype and attempted to help her with maths but failed. we watched tangled via skype which was tres cool. anyways, it was pretty fun and i reckon she's the best "new" girl yet and hopefully we can become awesome friends :)
and today, i went to yum cha and did nothing. but have school tomorrow and i really cannot be bothered >:|
saturday day was average, tutoring and homework. saturday night was quite fun as gog came over and we watched black swan. it's so much weirder when you're watching it with a friend! but it was good to chill with goggy for a night after not being able to do so for a year :')
sunday day consisted of some more "homework" and then went over to a friend's to do our CAS project. we actually cooked the most amazing banana cake with passionfruit icing. three mashed bananas wasn't too much after all! chilled at work for three hours before i came home to attempt my homework. oh, just by the way, i haven't gotten any homework done to this point :) i also downloaded both of adele's albums (19 & 21) which are simply amazing <3
chatted to the funniest gal who's new at school this year on skype and attempted to help her with maths but failed. we watched tangled via skype which was tres cool. anyways, it was pretty fun and i reckon she's the best "new" girl yet and hopefully we can become awesome friends :)
and today, i went to yum cha and did nothing. but have school tomorrow and i really cannot be bothered >:|
Monday, March 7, 2011
sometimes, when in fear we just need to grab the closest person and hope that they will care.
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| Following the May 12, 2008 earthquake in China, this terrified giant panda grabs the leg of a policeman. |
a shitty rant about nothing whatsoever.
this past weekend, i have just been feeling worse and worse. ever since friday afternoon, when i could've gone out with friends, this stupid thing has to to happen to our car and i have to clear it up. i'm just getting more sick of the family business every day because i hate how my parents rely on me to help them out and do so much shit. i don't think they understand that i really want to have a life outside this house and not just study like the want me to do 24/7.
furthermore, as i am slowly been trapped in the house more and more, my friends are slowly starting to forget me. this worries me, because it shows just how little i mean to them. someone i was really close with last year barely even talks to me or have a funny and in depth conversation with me. something we used to do every day. i just feel more frustrated that i have to cope with all of this and no one can fully understand me because there is no way i can tell them.
on the outside, i try to act happy and make the few funny jokes i usually do but deep inside, my emotions are slowly crumbling and i just don't know what to do anymore. and even if i want to be more open with my friends, they are getting really boring and just do shit all and are some of the laziest people i know. all the talk about is food, fan fiction, harry potter and darren criss. i mean don't get me wrong, but i love those things, but talking about it every single lunch and recess gets kinda boring.
i'm just so sick and tired of life in general and would really like a change. i miss the fun times we used to have and when people actually cared about me. caring does not mean sharing a joke or two every once in a while, but actually able to have a proper conversation that spans for more than 2 minutes. the worst thing is that there is probably only one or two people i can trust or properly chat with. because i know they actually care about how i'm feeling and not just that "oh she looks fine, so we can assume she's fine."
this sounds like i'm just some "forever alone" tumblr freak, but i'm not because i actually just want to have the same friendships as i used to. maybe when i go off to london in july, i'll just stay there and not come back because i reckon starting fresh is always easier to mend broken relationships.
furthermore, as i am slowly been trapped in the house more and more, my friends are slowly starting to forget me. this worries me, because it shows just how little i mean to them. someone i was really close with last year barely even talks to me or have a funny and in depth conversation with me. something we used to do every day. i just feel more frustrated that i have to cope with all of this and no one can fully understand me because there is no way i can tell them.
on the outside, i try to act happy and make the few funny jokes i usually do but deep inside, my emotions are slowly crumbling and i just don't know what to do anymore. and even if i want to be more open with my friends, they are getting really boring and just do shit all and are some of the laziest people i know. all the talk about is food, fan fiction, harry potter and darren criss. i mean don't get me wrong, but i love those things, but talking about it every single lunch and recess gets kinda boring.
i'm just so sick and tired of life in general and would really like a change. i miss the fun times we used to have and when people actually cared about me. caring does not mean sharing a joke or two every once in a while, but actually able to have a proper conversation that spans for more than 2 minutes. the worst thing is that there is probably only one or two people i can trust or properly chat with. because i know they actually care about how i'm feeling and not just that "oh she looks fine, so we can assume she's fine."
this sounds like i'm just some "forever alone" tumblr freak, but i'm not because i actually just want to have the same friendships as i used to. maybe when i go off to london in july, i'll just stay there and not come back because i reckon starting fresh is always easier to mend broken relationships.
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